no neck

Hugh has lost a lot of weight and I’ve got him looking like a line backer.   The scars are globs of alizarin crimson.  I have to stay away from them til they dry.  Then I’ll add white for staples and black for scabs.  And I’ll work on his neck!Zipperhead

Zipperhead

I haven’t done a portrait in a while.  Hugh wanted one w/ his staples from the removal of his tumor, Ygor.  This is day one, but I’m not terrified now.5-6-10

“The Lacuna”

I’m reading this book by Barbara Kingsolver.  Frida Kahlo is telling the main character that a painting needs ” a thimbleful of life”.    I dragged myself into my studio once again to battle w/ acrylics, and to pour my life into this painting.Changes

truck

I drove the truck to my studio.  It’s huge and it’s old, and I’m trying not to complain.  We lost a car, the O’Connors lost Paul.

This is the lower corner of Changes.  I’m ready to take my oils back to the Fines Creek studio.  Tho we aren’t frost and snow free for sure,5-1-10 until Mother’s Day.

Recycled

This is a big piece of canvas, about 7’x13′.  I started working on it in ’97 after the death of my parents.  We’ve hauled it around ever since.  I thought of it for “The Good Wreck”.  It is challenging to integrate a new painting on top of an old one, and it may fail, but I’ll never know unless I try.The Good Wreck

Round and round

Another spiral.

Insurance companies.  Bless their hearts.  They won’t pay for the damages to the fence.  I’m worried that by the time we cover hospital expenses and damages there won’t be any money to replace my car.  Oh well, at least I’m not trying to replace my husband!4-28-10

Color

Colorist is a dirty word.  I’ve really tried to contain the color on this, but today I realize I don’t like the top.  Or the bottom.  Not together anyway.  Since this painting is on panel I could saw them apart.  But that’s lazy, I need to work to get the whole thing working.

My car was totaled, and the ins. co. paid quickly.  But the hospital is already at $8000, and the ins. will pay $2000.  Maybe we’ll get me a moped.  It’s all rather depressing.  4-26-10

Changes

I thought I needed to emphasize the changes otherwise they are just spirals!4-21-10a

Changes

I have a book about Lee Krasner.  She had an artist’s career before and after Pollock.  But would anyone have known her if she hadn’t married him?  How many women artists can you name?4-16-10