Painting as I see it.
The milk carton paper is 25 1/2″ wide, except where there is water damage. So the edges aren’t even. This photo is an approximation of the way David Hockney did some of this photos. Gregg did the Photoshop magic to put them back together again. It is fall and the oak leaves are some of the last to fall, and prettiest colors.
On June 7, I posted a drawing for this painting. I grew up in San Antonio, which is just down the road from Uvalde. There is no way to make sense of mass shootings, which are now the norm. The pink blocks stand for the families of the victims.
Working flat is not my normal way. So the surface is paper, smooth and not textured like canvas. And there are no drips. Gregg got up on a ladder to take this photo, because I’m not done yet. When I am done, we have to find a 10 ft. wall to hang it on for a final photo.
There is a paper mill near here. This piece of paper was left in the school by a teacher. It has pin holes in the corners. It is 41″ wide by 10 feet long. Dale says it is milk carton paper. It is very heavy. Painting on a flat surface is different for me. The photos are all spread out, for now, but they might give you an idea. Since I am painting this on a table, there are no drips. There is still gravity, just not so obvious.
This painting has “simmered” a long time. The horse might sing is a tale of hope and possibilities. The double row of teeth on the right side show some of the obstacles! The canvas is 4 feet by 5 feet. 
All the racket from media, phones and everything does not help. Not to be too philosophical, but I’m looking for peace.
I suffer from being impatient, but sometimes I get a second chance. I began this canvas before and put it away. I came across it again in early 2022. This time a few tweaks, and I had it. It expresses my mess as a mother.
The title is deliberately lower case. It stands for “the horse might sing.” A prisoner had a year to teach her captors horse to sing, before she was executed. My take is to keep working, have hope, because a lot can happen in a year.
One of the Don’t Be Disappointed series at the beginning of 2022. Yellow isn’t a color I use much, so it was a step in a new direction.
One of the Don’t Be Disappointed series at the beginning of 2022. We were trying to sell some property and several offers fell through. This series is about hope, and incorporates the boxes in an arc from Poly Means Many. Since there isn’t a simple symbol for hope I had few boundaries.